A destructive love
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Last published Sat, Apr 4, 2015
It's hard to love someone's soul so deeply that you begin to rely on them for strength. When they laugh that's when you do. When they cry that's when you do. When they hurt, that's when you do. You can never, un-love a persons soul, especially how deeply in love I am with Ashton. It's a destructive feeling. I feed off of his love and his admiration for his work. It's why I'm here, it's why I'm "okay". It's why I am where I am today. But he likes secrets, he believes they protect. But secrets don't always protect sometimes they destroy.
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