Let me Explain not Complain

This story here is my side between me and my ex bff. I in this story I will explain and mainly apologize throughout this passage

First thing she wrote was about me judging people. First of all I no longer have that opinion anymore. Also that opinion was formed because of probably my sister. I'm not for sure though.

Next thing she wrote. Ok I'm sorry I said I was too mature to date. It's just I didn't want to look like a hypocrite (which I said that before I started dating Alejandro). I think I got my hypocritical ways from my brother. For example, he said Christian music is the only thing I should listen to Christian music only and then he goes ahead and listen to secular music (not Christian music). Don't get me wrong I still love him, but he kinda influences me. And I wouldn't call that being fake I mean fake is more of a harsh way of saying it in my point of view. But again I apologize. Shouldn't of done that to you. But now I'm swear I'm gonna stay single for a long time. Lml