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Him

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Reads 26
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a guy who has to go through the struggles of many mental problems, causing rage, depression, ect. He is in a band and is on break but his best friend/bandmate has been gone and distant with him lately, and both band members have a thing for each other and became friends with benefits but then one of the two got distant.All Rights Reserved

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