Honestly Lost - A Maze of Secret Desires | 18+
diesercrazyshitundso
  • Reads 123,532
  • Votes 9,983
  • Parts 31
  • Reads 123,532
  • Votes 9,983
  • Parts 31
diesercrazyshitundso
Ongoing, First published Nov 26, 2023
Mature
2 new parts
aidenaidenolinnbadboybestfriendsbrothercutedangerousdarklovedarkromancegoodgirlgunshasshighschoolromancehotliebelovemafiaromanceschicksalschottlandslowburnspicyteenlovetürkischzarazaragöksu
Ihre Schönheit blendete mich, 𝘦𝘳𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘵𝘦 mich beinah und ich fühlte mein Herz heftig schlagen, wie es das noch nie getan hatte. Nach all den Jahren sah ich sie wieder. 𝐙𝐚𝐫𝐚.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌊

Zara Göksu ist ein Schatten ihrer selbst.

Ihr vernarbtes Herz ist geschlossen und sie lässt niemanden mehr an sich heran.
An der Cairnstone Academy verbirgt sie sich hinter der Fassade der kühlen, unnahbaren Schulsprecherin, die kein einziges Mal lächelte. 

Doch als Aiden Olinn wieder in ihr Leben tritt, beginnt ihre mühsam errichtete Mauer zu bröckeln. 

Denn auch er trägt seine eigenen Narben und sie beide spüren, dass ihre schmerzhaften Vergangenheiten sie auf gefährliche Weise verbinden - näher, als sie es je für möglich gehalten hätten.

Zwei verlorene Seelen kämpfen darum, einander zu heilen, während die dunklen monströsen Wellen ihrer Vergangenheit sich erneut erheben und beide drohen, zu ertränken. 

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌊

started : 18. 05. 2024
ended   :
All Rights Reserved
aidenaidenolinnbadboybestfriendsbrothercutedangerousdarklovedarkromancegoodgirlgunshasshighschoolromancehotliebelovemafiaromanceschicksalschottlandslowburnspicyteenlovetürkischzarazaragöksu
Table of contents

31 parts

Sign up to add Honestly Lost - A Maze of Secret Desires | 18+ to your library and receive updates
or
Content Guidelines
You may also like
Tangled Hearts by dreamerkr96
72 parts Complete
Zara Ahmed is your ordinary girl, or so she thinks. She wants nothing more than to make her parents proud and to just be happy, for once. She is focusing on her first year of university, and is keeping herself busy. She just wants to forget everything that happened earlier that year. How her life turned into a living hell. She just wants to live a normal, happy life. What she is not prepared for, however, is the return of Zaid Malik, the guy she had a crush on two years ago, and the guy who is her best friends' brother. And now her boss, too. She isn't prepared for Zaid to return and change her life, in a way she never thought was possible. He's got the whole package - dark brown hair, piercing brown eyes, beautiful lips, a swoon-worthy body... He has everything he needs, and doesn't need. He is every girls' dream guy. He is the CEO of The Malik Enterprises. They have both been hurt in the past. They both have secrets. What will happen when Zaid re-enters Zara's life? Will he be able to break the walls she has built around herself? And will Zara be able to break Zaid's cold, stone exterior? Will they be able to help each other?
The Mafia King ✔ [The Mafia Chronicles #1] by MarieCurie023
77 parts Complete
[Completed novella: Imperial Monarchy- starting from chapter 63 where the mafia king ended.] A/N: besties, if u choose to read this story, know that this story is being edited, read at your own risk! I warned you! --------------------------------------- i had to look up at him since he was so close to me. i backed up hitting the wall, his body pressed on mine. "you want to know why i get all worked up when i see other guys around you? do you want to know why i get so angry when you treat other guys so innocently?" i nodded my head he groaned & ran a hand through his hair "you really are clueless aren't you!" when i didn't reply he spoke again "because you make me feel things aurora! i cant control myself! every time i see another guy around you i want to rip them to shreds!" he yelled "why on earth would you feel things?! you don't even like me Leo!" i retorted "I DO!" --------------------------------- an angel meets a devil. They both were so different yet so similar. In the end they both learned the same lesson; that Love is a strength not a weakness. this story is set in a Dystopian era Where Mafias, Gangs & Mobs gained control over everything. They flipped the world upside down creating their own system. the only way to survive is to abide by their rules. Aurora Amherst. a 21 year old girl. Kind, compassionate and has a strange sense of humor. Enjoys hacking for fun. isn't scared to speak her mind. Leonidas Gambino. Leader of the Sicilian Italian Mafia; the strongest mafia on this earth. He is brutal, violent and without an ounce of mercy in his body. He is the description of the devil. He controls everything from the down low. what happens when she hacks into his Mafia's system "accidently"? This is their story. ~TW: contains dumbass M.C Very toxic, bipolar but hot love interest lastly, fights with google translate Note: there's no smutt (this story is PG)
𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐾𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛.✔️ by itsthatonewriter
85 parts Complete Mature
TW This story is under EXTREME EDITING!!! Dark, cold, emotionless, Ruthless, is what you'd expect from Killian Lorenzo. With one look you can be six feet underground, he hates most people he comes into contact with letting them know straight off the bat. ruthless self doesn't let him get close to anyone... But meeting a certain girl who abruptly comes into his life, he can't seem to phantom the thought that she has more to her than what she leads on, a darkness behind her Eyes possibly darker than his. His once serious strict rules of not becoming close to anyone immediately breaks in the hands of her. He finds himself annoyed and frustrated with everything she does. But they somehow keep coming into each others lives, and maybe just maybe she is as broken as him-possibly more Unedited ---------
His Light, Her Darkness by FoggyCloudyWords
76 parts Complete Mature
"You are mine!" He roars. "I will do whatever it takes to make you know that. Whether it means I lock you up in a prison and throw away the key." Footsteps come rushing into the dining room, and I turn to see multiple men--guards I suppose, flanking one another. Each of their hands rest on things within their jackets. Which i can only guess are guns. What else would they be? He waves them off and stalks towards me, standing behind my chair. I try to turn my head to look behind me, at him, but his hands move to the sides of my face, stopping me. "I can give you the world Mia. I am no fool. I know that love takes time, and I will give you as much as it takes. But you are mine." He says so calmly. -------------------------- When Mia Jones, a College student from Australia with a mysterious past is offered the opportunity to work as a translator for a man she had never heard of in New York City, she had assumed it would be a normal job, little did she know it would be the end of her freedom. Matteo Giovanni is the most feared Mafia leader in New York, and the whole country, heir to the Italian Mafia, he is used to getting what he wants. And when he sees Mia walk into his office for a job interview, he knows he wants her. She is his light, and he is her darkness. Will Mia ever be able to escape Matteo and the Mafia, or will she fall in love before she can stop herself? WARNING: Within this story there is coarse language, themes and violence. ______________________ #1 in Romance 29/10/2020 ----------------------------------- Began: 21/08/2020 Completed: 13/01/2021
The Mafia's Doctor by aTouchOfRomance
57 parts Complete
[edited version of Doctor for the Mafia] Ila Archer was a doctor working at one of the best hospitals in New York. She loses her license and ability to practice due to, as punishment, taking full responsibility for the 'walking patient' incident. After a full month, Ila runs into the 'walking patient'. Knowing her situation caused by his actions, he offers a once in a lifetime opportunity. ----- "Look, you're a doctor-" He started. "Was." I corrected. "I was a doctor." "You can still be," he said, running his fingers through his dark hair. "Look, you can work for us, and I'll pay triple the amount you were earning at that lousy hospital." "Us?' I asked. Who was he? How exactly does he plan on paying me triple? He grabbed my wrist and pulled me inwards. My face inches away from his chest. With his free hand, he was gently tucking my hair behind my ear. His breath tickled my ear as he whispered two words that sent shivers down my back. "The Mafia."
Bleeding obsession! by TalesofPassion
14 parts Ongoing
warning - Sexual content. Sarah is a lonely and depressed girl, daily fighting the battles of life to survive in a toxic surroundings. On a regular night she witnessed a murder, she escaped from there and from eyes of the killer but destiny played a very cruel game with her. Sarah's father forced her to marry a man whom she haven't even seen before. Forcefully and helplessly she went to aisle but the ground beneath her feet slipped away when she saw the groom, he was the same killer. Xavier king, The cruel and heartless mafia married a girl whom he haven't seen before neither he showed any interest in his newly wed bride. But when he finally saw her face, he lost it. "Destiny has given me a very deserving chance and this time you are the one who will bleed, my beautiful wife..." He said as hatred and anger boiled within him. Will Sarah understand the reason behind Xavier's behavior? Why Xavier wants to destroy her? Will they fall in love or the hatred will be carried on to the end? Will Xavier make Sarah's life worst which is already ruined by her depression and loneliness? Welcome to the journey of two wounded souls... (It's a sample)
Fated To Be Together ✔️ by Zoya_001
67 parts Complete
She is model of innocence; He is anything but innocent. She sees the world in light; He only sees darkness. Her eyes speak volumes; His blue orbs are empty. She speaks her heart out; His heart is shielded by so many walls. Two individuals who are poles apart... Having different attitudes and ideologies. Yet Fate connected them not once but thrice... A connection so strong that they can't break even if they tried. She is weak, according to him. He doesn't like weak woman. So what should he do? Walking away from her would have been a good choice for both of them. But he is not good. He is twisted, an anxious soul searching for peace and calmness. His experiences are bitter. He wants to change her. Teach her to be strong. But it is not that simple. His ways are more twisted. And she is an easy target. It should be easy but is it? With a past connecting them together; A present which is complicated; And a future which is unpredictable yet so predictable... What will happen? In this twisted game of Fate; who will suffer more? Two people connected by many things, many emotions yet having so much distance between them. A journey of two people who are brought together by Fate; but are they going to be Together? Only time will tell...
 𝐴 𝑃𝐼𝐸𝐶𝐸 𝑂𝐹 𝐶𝐴𝐾𝐸 | ✔︎ by inessa_Akin
59 parts Complete
_________ She always thought she would be trapped in a box, punches, and hits weighing her down, the cold rush of blood drowning the love her parents should've given her. But even when she escapes...the past haunts her, and the undeniable fear of the unknown etches its way into her heart for eternity. It's not until a little girl enters her bakery stealing a piece of cake that she lets happiness melt its way into her heart, the little girl's father becomes her armor from the fears that hide behind the deep shadows, The love, contentment, and safety she never got from her parents were brought tenfold within the both of them, making her realize happiness truly is possible in a world of evil. *************** Mafia. It was all he knew for the longest time, everyone knows him as one of the biggest CEOs in New York, But he hides behind the shadows and controls the night as the biggest mafia boss. His daughter was the only light he saw in the dark world he hid in, he thought his heart wouldn't soften for anyone, but when he meets a sweet bakery owner with the softest heart, he realizes that maybe love is worth the risk, His heart begins to burn for her, and his mind, body, and whole being gets drowned in all that she is. They don't realize the true armor that love is, the stone wall it builds beyond the evil that lies behind, it strengthens your weaknesses, and shows the light that hides within. -- ~Ideas are all mine pls don't steal. -Cover and banner designed by _navyblueee_
Zara by moon_cursed
34 parts Ongoing
○°●°☆•°~ She turned around after cursing her life out and froze. If a soul ever left a body without dying, it was in that moment that happened for Zara. For a moment she forgot how to breathe and her eyes widened in shock. There, sitting in her living room, were seven unfamiliar people. Three of them sat on her couch, two on the chairs from her kitchen, one was sitting on the floor while one was sitting on the only recliner she owned. They were all staring at her with different emotions and Zara felt her blood run cold. -_-_-_-_- Zara Romano, a fifteen year old sarcastic ball of intelligence, is thrown into a whole different world after discovering she has brothers and a father. The young teen whose main struggles were to get through school and pay rent on time is now faced with situations she never anticipated. From a big family to people after her life, you name it. Follow her on this journey of guns, family, sibling fights, coding and baking. And oh, don't forget her hedgehog, Nugget.
You may also like
Slide 1 of 9
Tangled Hearts cover
The Mafia King ✔ [The Mafia Chronicles #1] cover
𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐾𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛.✔️ cover
His Light, Her Darkness cover
The Mafia's Doctor cover
Bleeding obsession! cover
Fated To Be Together ✔️ cover
 𝐴 𝑃𝐼𝐸𝐶𝐸 𝑂𝐹 𝐶𝐴𝐾𝐸 | ✔︎ cover
Zara cover

Tangled Hearts

72 parts Complete

Zara Ahmed is your ordinary girl, or so she thinks. She wants nothing more than to make her parents proud and to just be happy, for once. She is focusing on her first year of university, and is keeping herself busy. She just wants to forget everything that happened earlier that year. How her life turned into a living hell. She just wants to live a normal, happy life. What she is not prepared for, however, is the return of Zaid Malik, the guy she had a crush on two years ago, and the guy who is her best friends' brother. And now her boss, too. She isn't prepared for Zaid to return and change her life, in a way she never thought was possible. He's got the whole package - dark brown hair, piercing brown eyes, beautiful lips, a swoon-worthy body... He has everything he needs, and doesn't need. He is every girls' dream guy. He is the CEO of The Malik Enterprises. They have both been hurt in the past. They both have secrets. What will happen when Zaid re-enters Zara's life? Will he be able to break the walls she has built around herself? And will Zara be able to break Zaid's cold, stone exterior? Will they be able to help each other?

More details