Being a woman.
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Last published Wed, Nov 29, 2023
Throughout this novella I will betalking about all or the reasons as to why I both hate and love being a woman. Some of these things may be relateable, others not. Trigger warnings will be added as I am writing so that you are aware of what may be written about in each chapter. If you would like me to add a subject which you relate to then please send me a dm and if I see fit then I will try to include it in the novella.
If you are reading this please know that others are going through similar things to you and you are not alone.
Sincerely, Anxietyrocks <3
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