Dear heart ~ this was never meant to happen
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Ongoing, First published Mar 25, 2015
This is Reece's pov of Dear Heart ~ I thought you loved me.

"It exists you know"
"What does?"
"Love"
I smirk at the girl before me as I see her focus all her attention on my next words before I give a dry chuckle, trying to release the tension but failing miserably. "Your gullible and delusional. You just give in to easily, its got to stop, you've been hurt way to many times", I say honestly.
"No it doesn't", she says crossing her arms and I watch as she bites her lip as if only now noticing how true my words are. Better late then never, I guess.
"Yes it does, you need to toughen up and focus on reality, not some daydream of a prince who will sweep you off your feet", I continue, voicing my finality.
"Oh, really? How do you expect me to do that?", she says mocking me.
"Really and I'll help you". 
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Reece Flowers is an 19 year old, "nice guy" with a charming personality & is a total mama's boy.
He's studying to be a sports coach & spends all his free time working with disabled infants, writing romance novels & trying to create a profession for his art.

The ambitious & creative boy has never had a romantic love life as he constantly feels bad for turning down innocent girls but he's had to build up walls over the years to avoid his feelings being known. 

After missing his bus because he offered to stay late at the local nursery he finds himself holding what looks like a story of a teenage girl's love life & he becomes engulfed in her life &  realises this notebook - with a few edits - could become a bestseller.

What if he finally finds the girl behind the notebook and realises she's broken?
  
How will he help the girl while keeping he's secret from her?

What if she begins to break down his walls?

Is it a journey for a brighter future or is it the final chapter to begin his career of betrayal, love and lies.
Only time will tell...



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