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To the Lives I've Never Lived (And the Boys I've Never Loved)(Lams)

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Reads 13
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Time 37m

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alcholism angst college hamburr hamilton hurt-comfort johnlaurens lams modernworld ptsd

John Lauren's has just arrived at college, his only escape from his horrible life, and meets an ecstatic Alexander Hamilton. He gets to meet so many new people, but at what point will his past be brought up, will he be ready?

Basically just heavy Lauren's angst, because why not. This has gone in a completely direction than I meant it to and there is almost no Hamilton in it I'm sorry.All Rights Reserved

alcholism angst college hamburr hamilton hurt-comfort johnlaurens lams modernworld ptsd

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Problems by Kicapti

Alexander Hamilton is tired of feeling broken. He wants to start over, forget his past and have a fresh, new beginning at college. Then he meets John Laurens, who is a dorky, lovable goofball that also wants to get away from who he used to be. But things in the past don't always stay in the past. And promises are meant to be broken... ...Right? Warnings in the first chapter | #1 | #purging | #1 | #offense

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Speak Up | Lams DISCONTINUED by Glowungeyes

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Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU by SavingPeter

There are two things you need to know about John Laurens. One: don't ask him about his major, and two: don't try to get to know him. Despite these warnings, Alexander Hamilton is determined to get inside of the mind of the boy from the college party with the curly hair and freckles who looked like he would rather have been anywhere else than there. John, meanwhile, has one thing on his mind; to not fall for that little persistent kid from the Caribbean who feels uniquely entitled to his messed-up life. But nothing could ever be that simple, now could it? **Mature Rating for heavy topics. Cover logo credits to @KinziFace! Thank you so much for making it!**

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Problems

Alexander Hamilton is tired of feeling broken. He wants to start over, forget his past and have a fresh, new beginning at college. Then he meets John Laurens, who is a dorky, lovable goofball that also wants to get away from who he used to be. But things in the past don't always stay in the past. And promises are meant to be broken... ...Right? Warnings in the first chapter | #1 | #purging | #1 | #offense