Lindsay Joseph is a small town, and she is stay to yourself, kind of girl. She has an abusive father and a mother who couldn't stand up for herself or her daughter. Lindsay worked in diners since she was 13. Taking care of herself and not having any help. She eventually saved up enough money and moved to Los Angeles, California. She then opened a coffee shop there. Lindsay met a beautiful girl named Vivian, with beautiful blonde hair, blue eyes, and a body of perfection. They quickly became best friends and moved in together. Eventually, Lindsay met Vivian's friends at a club. All of her friends seemed normal, but this one gentleman named "Finch Agosti". He caught her eye and felt feelings that she never had or felt for anyone. He was the whole package. He was tall, mysterious, handsome, with dark blue eyes, veiny hands, and a body of an angel. One problem was that he had a cold heart and had no remorse for anyone. He was the leader of the biggest Mafia in the rld, "The Regals." She fell, but he fell harder for her, and he wanted her, and he wanted all of her. He would have killed anyone and anything to get to her. She played hard to get until one day she fell for him and hasn't gotten up since. They fought together, ate together, slept together, and did everything together. But one day, that would all change.
I was falling, cascading into the dark chasm of sin and desire. I was unhinged, wild and free, giving in to everything I wanted. I would not hold back tonight. I wanted to fuck him over and over, anywhere and everywhere. Taste him and kiss him. Completely surround myself with only Jay. I will do it all with Jay tonight and every night forward. I am his queen, his weakness, his carnal transgression. I will take him as my own and ride out this delusion with him come what may. A tiny voice in the back of my mind was scolding, cursing, pleading at me to come to my senses, realize the mistakes I was making and the repercussions I would face. I suffocated the whispers, murdered my rational logic in that moment. Death was swift for the girl in my mind looking down with a frown on my actions. I laughed again, knowing this would be my undoing, enjoying the unraveling of my sanity, leaving it in shards on the ground. Because I had made up my mind. I won't let go.
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This book contains mature content; including language, violence, sexual content, drugs and alcohol and a near rape scenario. There will be no other warning throughout. Thank you for reading!