Is it Raining? No, just tears.

Is it Raining? No, just tears.

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Last published Wed, Dec 6, 2023

Fanfic

Call Of Duty

Tagscallofduty ghostcallofduty panic panicattacks ptsd

Johnny "Soap" MacTavish has some unhealthy coping methods. But some of his coping methods are less unhealthy too.

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