Help (Sapnap x reader)

Y/n is struggling with depression, self harm, self hait and an eating disorder. The only person who knows is his/her boyfriend Sapnap. He helps him/her on the way of recovering, but it's not that easy.
English is not my first language but I'll try my best. I also have a little bit dyslexia.
I will write as a female Y/n but I'll try to write that it will worke as an male reader.

Y/n = your name
S/n = sisters name
B/n = brothers name
M/n = mothers name
F/n = fathers name

I'll not put the TWs at the beginning of every chapter! I will add more if its necessary.
TW:
-ED
-self harm
-self hait
-abuse
-swearing