Philophobia | Billie Eilish
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philophobia : the overwhelming fear of falling in love
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Explicit language, smut, talks of abuse
Cassidy Foster, an 18 year old high school senior, vowed to never fall in love again. Freshly out of a toxic relationship of over two years, she just wants to focus on graduating in a few months and traveling the world before college. Unfortunately for Cassidy, she meets an up-and-coming singer named Billie. Their friendship takes a turn when Cass develops feelings - hearts break and tensions rise. Will Cassidy's fear of love win, or will her love for Billie persevere?
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