PHILOPHOBIA - a fear of love -
[BxB] (COMPLETED)
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"Why won't you just love me? Ganun naba ako ka walang kwenta para di mo ma value yung mga efforts, sacrifices at hirap ko para mahalin ka Ri?" saad ni Azreil.
"No! Manahimik ka Az! Una sa lahat hindi kita inutusang mahalin ako! Sinabi kona at the first place, I don't want to fall in love again. Kasi sa huli ako lang din ang matatalo! Wag mong lukuhin sarili mo Azreil Dortch! Wag mong mahalin yung isang bato na kagaya ko!" I said and a bursting tears flow down my eye's.
"No Richie Garcia! Wag mo rin lukuhin sarili mo! I know simula ng maging magkaibigan tayo, hindi ka galit sa Love! Ingit ka! Ayaw molang mag take ng Risk! Just please, trust me! Di ako kagaya ng mga ex mo! Lalaki ako! Mga babae sila, ibahin mo ako!" dagdag pa nito.
I was about to ran away, when he gives me a hug, na di ko alam ba't di ako makagalaw, I felt the love Az give's yung pagmamahal na walang hinihintay na kapalit, na hindi ako masasaktan! Yung hindi lang ako yung nag-eeffort, yung pinapakita nyang kaya nyang buhatin yung boung mundo para ipadamang mahal nya ako.
"Okay lang ket di mo ako mahalin for now just please! Please love yourself, hindi pa huli para magmahal muli Ri".
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PHILOPHOBIA - a fear of love -
by ItsMeNinzkie
Genre: R18+, Tragedy, BL-Romance
Date Started: December 4, 2023
Date Ended: April 30, 2024
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When Haley discovers the truth behind Xavier, whose silence holds a deeper meaning, she sets her mind on making his life better one small step at a time.
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Haley Rosamond is happy with her simple life, content under the wing of her father. Well-protected, she has no idea of the darkness surrounding Xavier Hunt, with his all-black attire and infrequent presence in school-accompanied by his bruises and scars. That is, until Haley catches a glimpse of Xavier's reality and is made to question everything she knows about family and life in general. The truth, she realizes, couldn't be more different from everything she has heard. Supported by her father, Haley sets her mind on helping Xavier any way she can, and what begins with tutoring sessions, free food, and random acts of kindness blooms into friendship and something a little more. But when Haley's admission into her dream college and another tragedy in Xavier's life threaten to undo everything she has worked for, Haley needs to decide if she'll stick by Xavier or simply be another person in his life that disappears.
[[word count: 80,000-90,000 words]]
Cover designed by Holly Thurston