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listen before i go, a.p

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Parts 3
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anderperry angst crosspost deadpoetsociety dps firstfanfic hurtnocomfort lgbtq majorcharacterdeath neilperry oneshot poetry somewhat starcrossedlovers suicide toddanderson toddwroteapoem

─ tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious

what could've happened to todd after the final scene of dps? what if he was so desperate to see neil again he'd go to the length of killing himself just to be able to talk to him one more time? what if it backfires on him?

listen before you go, an anderperry oneshot

crossposted on ao3 under the same username

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trigger warning: suicide by SH, obviously neil's suicide is talked abouttAll Rights Reserved

anderperry angst crosspost deadpoetsociety dps firstfanfic hurtnocomfort lgbtq majorcharacterdeath neilperry oneshot poetry somewhat starcrossedlovers suicide toddanderson toddwroteapoem

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K I N G by TheZombie13

Neil was caught between a hard place and a rock. His lungs heaved as he desperately tried to suck in air, but to no avail. He couldn't breath. Tears ran down his face as he smothered his strangled sobs against his pillow. He didn't know how long he could keep up this act. All he wanted was Todd. Todd couldn't sleep. He hadn't been able to for the past few nights. All he could think about was Neil. His lips as they closed over a cigarette. His brown eyes sparkling as he practiced his lines as Puck. His wet hair and how it clung to his neck after a shower. Todd squeezed his eyes tight as he tried to will away the wicked images. He shouldn't be staring at his best friend like that. It was unnatural. It meant he was a fairy. Yet Todd couldn't help but stare. A story of two boys coming together, overcoming some of life's obstacles, and falling in love with each other; until one is tragically taken away.

The Secret Diary of Charlie Dalton by irmgardmelodie13

The scars are fading and Charlie isn't sure if he likes that. It's not like these awful thoughts are fading too. Charlie doesn't want to listen to the poems Knox writes about Chris and he doesn't want to hear about how goddamn in love Neil and Todd are and he just doesn't want to feel. At all. Or Charlie hits rock bottom. He thinks he's going to die. He wants to die. And the poets are scared. DEAD POETS SOCIETY ©️irmgardmelodie13

A Dangerous Love (Underfell Sans x Reader) by Applepie1984

I DO NOT OWN THE COVER **TW** THIS X READER CONTAINS SEX, VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. IF ANY OF THIS TRIGGERS YOU, PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE. I couldn't take it anymore... I wanted to end my life. She's dead now and I didn't have it in me to help... Watching helplessly as her body drained of blood... That night, I decided. I'd run to the only place that I held good memories of. That we held memories of... I would end my life in the only place I remember being happy... Mt. Ebott...

You're Not Dead Yet by its_stupidhours

Ethan was... not at a good place, quite honestly. Because, well, it wasn't like there was any hope for him in the future. His channel was failing, he had no friends, and the experimental gap year he had taken was... not doing the best. May as well kill himself now before everything got worse (if that was even possible). But, of course, his future was bright. Ethan just didnt know that yet. And if the entity that appeared in (what was supposed to be) his final hour had any say in this, Ethan definitely wasn't going to die tonight. He just needed hope. TW for self harm, depression, and suicide, especially in the first chapter (everything's better by the end, just be warned). Please stay safe as you read this, for both of our sakes.

Hollow | BxBxBxB by ElijahDiva

Connor Johnson seems like an ordinary boy on the outside, but on the inside he's plagued by depression, an eating disorder and complex anxiety. So what happens when he finally hits the end of the line and is forcibly sent to a home for troubled boys? Where love runs rampant in the air and tensions soar as high as the clouds. TW's (these will not be included at the start of chapters so take this as a final warning) Anorexia & Eating Disorder Self Harm Drug Abuse Abuse Smut PTSD Hallucinations/Schizophrenia Suicidal Thoughts & Ideation Hospitals Anxiety Slow Burn This story is NOT promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!

Thirteen Reasons Why by hankayei

"David? Pookie? Your name does not belong on this list. But you need to be here if I'm going to tell my story. If I'm going to explain why I did what I did. Because you aren't every other guy - you're different. You're good. And kind. And decent. And I didn't deserve to be with someone like you. I never did. I've ruined you. It was me and everything that's happened to me." When I heard this my feet fell from underneath me and I laid in the drive way lifeless. *WARNING: Mature themes such as self harm, depression, suicide, heart break, fake friends, rape and several other mature themes are mentioned through out the story*

Takes one to know one [pete davidson] by solitarythoughts

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Wish to be free by scarletbitch12

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Tree Bros One shots by laurensandhamilton

TW: THIS STORY INCLUDE SEVERE ANXIETY AND PANIC ATTACKS. ALSO INCLUDES DEPRESSION AND SUICIDE. This is what it would be like if Connor's suicide never had happened and Evan and Connor were actually friends, well more than friends. Connor and Evan love each other, but everything else is the same. Evan still seems to break his arm, Larry doesn't understand Connor, and best of all Evan is still anxious as fuck. Please leave feedback and enjoy! *SMUT WARNING LOL* Didn't make the cover, but I had to use it because it's sooo cute! :) Symptoms of reading this: Existential Angst I try to update at least once every week! Thank you for all the reads!

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

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K I N G

Neil was caught between a hard place and a rock. His lungs heaved as he desperately tried to suck in air, but to no avail. He couldn't breath. Tears ran down his face as he smothered his strangled sobs against his pillow. He didn't know how long he could keep up this act. All he wanted was Todd. Todd couldn't sleep. He hadn't been able to for the past few nights. All he could think about was Neil. His lips as they closed over a cigarette. His brown eyes sparkling as he practiced his lines as Puck. His wet hair and how it clung to his neck after a shower. Todd squeezed his eyes tight as he tried to will away the wicked images. He shouldn't be staring at his best friend like that. It was unnatural. It meant he was a fairy. Yet Todd couldn't help but stare. A story of two boys coming together, overcoming some of life's obstacles, and falling in love with each other; until one is tragically taken away.