listen before i go, a.p
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─ tell me love is endless, don't be so pretentious
what could've happened to todd after the final scene of dps? what if he was so desperate to see neil again he'd go to the length of killing himself just to be able to talk to him one more time? what if it backfires on him?
listen before you go, an anderperry oneshot
crossposted on ao3 under the same username
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trigger warning: suicide by SH, obviously neil's suicide is talked aboutt
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