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Letters to you, my dearest Susannah. Maybe one day, I will be able to say everything I wanna say. You are very special to me and I hold you in a very special place in my heart. This may sound like I'm confessing my love to you, but I'm not. You are my best friend and there are so many things I wanna say to you, but I just can't. Maybe writing letters to you will make everything feel better.


Your Friend,
Jazmin AguilarAll Rights Reserved

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