Torn Pages ( One Direction )

I have always been a little bit weird ,a little too fat
a target for bullies,and you can't play with us
have you ever overheard,your best friend call you just a school friend, or been told you can't play a game
cause you're too big,so instead of talking to friends
you talk to yourself and your stuffed animals
write on whatever you can find dance in your room
sing karaoke make magic by yourself
poor sweet baby you that little girl just wanted
to be included to feel loved to be a part of something
she may not have belonged, but she belongs to me

I was always the next door girl or the girl who is not loved by anyone that everyone leaves her all by herself, in the end I decided to not love anyone to not be a best friend with anyone because I don't want to be hurt again

My dark past still hunting me in my dreams after so many years , I still see his evil face everywhere, i can't recall any happy memories of mine with my mom and big brother, i wish i could remember