Was there a time in your life when you felt as though you could no longer continue? That's how I feel, except it doesn't go away, it's there with me, every day, every hour, every minute. It's like a bomb, ticking away waiting to see if I'll throw it and let it detonate. It's like I'm in the middle of the ocean, and there isn't land for hundreds of miles. It's like I'm driving in a car with no seatbelt on and my eyes are closed. Until one day, it wasn't like that anymore.
I'm an outcast, I'm un-wanted, I'm un-popular,
But Mariah, my mom replacement, thinks I'm a normal teenager,
Justin somehow believes he can help me, but no one can.