this is a fan fiction of sanegiyuu where sanemi starts falling in love with giyuu and doesn't want him to get hurt he tries to get him fired of his hashira job and even stops saying mean little comments to him like he does to everyone but he's stopped with giyuu it started as a small crush like it had with kanea but it's grown stronger he wanted to tell his beloved giyuu but first he had to protect him he didn't want another person he loved to die. although during his crush he also had these thoughts of dying planning out his death he wouldn't want it to be by a demon but he wouldn't want it to be caused by his own hands. meanwhile giyuu wanted to die but not before all demons were killed he wouldn't let that happen he did have interest in a partner if someone he thought was hot or treated him right and was a man and of age he'd accept.