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Im sorry, Box.

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Im sorry, box is an emotional, messy story about fear, hiding yourself from others, trauma and more. It is something I have written which I hold dearly, close to my heart. It truly means alot to me, and is apart of me as it about me and my trauma. 

Massive trigger warnings for this book. It implies abuse, and some of the writing might be mistaken for sa instead of abuse.

My friend told me to post it, so I will. I hope you guys like it.

There are many morals which can be seen in this book, one example is: to not hide yourself. Let the box become soggy and fall away. 

I'd love if any readers interested, comment what they think a paragraph means or their observations, understandings, feedback which if negative needs to include how I can improve, (don't just comment insults lol) and what they have analysed.

I'm not sure if it's a story, but each chapter is different. I've tried to make it understandable to read. I hope this means something to you, because it's not about i's supposed to be about, it's about what it means to the readers, including you. 

Thank you, have a good life. Even if it's not so good, I hope your mind is good and warm, welcoming and cosy. I hope you make your mind a comfortable home for you, not mainly for others.All Rights Reserved

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I'm done being in a box. by r0wan_theginge

Meet Sam, not your usual British teenager, but he's Sam. He may be too honest for his own good, he may be too kind for his own mind, and he may care too much about everyone so there isn't any left for him. He changes that, and for him its euphoria, for others its confusing. is he selfish? horrible? or does he just need an escape from a box he feels trapped in. maybe he finds that escape, but is it truly worth it? does he feel it was worth it? Maybe he finds someone, who makes his choice worth while. Maybe that someone, is the one who saves Sam. After they first meet, to their most recent conversation, Sam feels good, he feels safe. Let's hope it stays that way. 'its time to face my biggest fear, stepping outside the box. I hope I don't regret this, and if I do then I hope I find peace.' ~~~~~~~~~ DISCLAIMER: This story is about the realities of being trans. This is not a usual cliche story, do not expect it to be sweet. It is harsh, and true. It is written from the perspective of someone who is trans. this is not based around anyone's life, this is all made up, but circles the struggles that are not spoken about. Please note that there are subjects discussed that may be triggering such as : transphobia, homophobia, violence, suicidal thoughts, transphobic and homophobic slurs, sexual assault, bullying, talk about eating disorders, and talk about gender dysphoria. This story is not romanticising any of these, it is showing the truth about certain things. In no way are the triggers meant to be romanticised, they will not be shown like that in the book.

The Wind by trustme_please

A collection of poems, short stories and writings. Well, essentially just poems at the moment. Variety of influences I will always be willing to disclose for specific poems. Some are darker than others (see tags for possible triggers). Please comment any thoughts. Well it seems I have poured more of myself into this book of poems than I've really expressed to any one person irl. But the masochist inside me really wants you all to read it because why not share my head with strangers? But maybe this matters. Maybe this shows something- some progression becuase some of the earliest poems are are about, or reference, self harm and I'm glad to say that's behind me. I can follow a lot of my relationship with existentialism throughout it, as well as simply my attitude towards poetry (quatrains of iambic tetrameter with abab rhyme schemes are still cool but they aren't my go-to.) So yeah, maybe writing poetry in a toilet when I'm trying to calm down from a panic attack, or better yet in the midst of having one, and putting it up on some anonymous platform means something. Because I'm still not what else does.

Moonbound Protection (BXB) by TysonIsGay

I started writing this when I was 14, I'm now an adult. I tried to revise it, but... ehh. Decided to say "fuck it" and post it anyways. Have fun. Even I can't stand to read it, but other 14 yr olds that read what I used to read will probably like it. "You know I'll protect, love, and cherish you. No one can hurt you anymore, you're safe with me." He holds my bruised shoulders and body in his arms. Sparks flow through me when he pressed his lips to mine, and I sink in wanting more. For once, I trust every word from someone's mouth. I feel safe, I'm safe, finally safe. --------------------------- Zane Williams, a 21-year-old alpha, who had just found his mate. There's one problem. The boy was a 17-year-old human... who was also hiding something in his personal life. Zane knew his mate was in danger and needed to do something, but how could he without causing more problems? Seth Grey is a 17-year-old human boy, who's been abused for the past 5 years by his father. The boy has transferred schools, where he meets a strange man on his first day. He quickly grows attached to the man, without knowing why. And it all started with a simple question.................... "You need a light?" Dont worry, it's not a M-Preg

They Don't Know...|tubbo angst| by 0MeM0rY0

This is a tubbo angst book! -THIS WILL INCLUDED- -alcohol mentions -smoking mentions -blood mentions -abandonment -abuse -cvtt8ng -sw3r3rsl8d3 mentions -sw3r3rsl8d3 -angst -fluff --------------------------------------------------- If those trigger you !READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! --------------------------------------------------- I started this: 28/9/2022 I finished this: 10/12/2022 It took 2 months to complete :)

Message Not delivered... by KaspyTheeGhost

CAUTION: I DID NOT PUT MATURE ON BUT CONTAINS SENSITIVE TOPICS OF ABUSE INCLUDING S/A... & probaly some swearing. There will be disturbing sh*t in here. This book is a poem book of my life pretty much. Its my thoughts and emotions spoken in a different suppossed to be more emotional and deeper way then just looking at what happened and crying about it. What happened can never be fixed but I won't let those people go by un-noticed and I hope karma sincerely kicks them in more then the ass someday. I don't wish pain upon no one but I do crave for them to just UNDERSTAND what they made me feel since they all walked away without a scrape, just a smirk on all their faces in the end. Or they're narcassistic. Theres also letters to people who I still think of to this day that will probably never read them but you guys still hold a special place in my heart. This book is letters and poetry to all; people of my past, present, future, and not only just SURVIVORS but WARRIORS too. You're never alone my loves... Welcome to : "Message Not Delivered"

Honey's Biker (Devil's Angels MC #2) by photosofrose

*COMPLETED* Description : Honey is just shy of her 21st birthday when she moves to a tiny little town deep in New Mexico. She has no money, no family, no friends and no idea how she ended here, but she does have one thing, and that's a biker named Rage. Rage who is one of the ruthless members of the MC at 26 but unlike Honey, he has money, family, friends and now he'll have one more thing, and that's a cute little waiter named Honey. So when the two meet, and the day after Honey gets assaulted by a drunk in the bar the MC owns, will Rage take her in or will he let her be? Of course he does, buy little does he know the cute little waiter with the british accent will be harder to claim then anyone before. So, We hope you're enjoying you stay here at the Devil's Angels MC. How about you stick around a little longer? For Honey's sake. *Can be ready as a stand alone but is the second book in the Devil's Angels MC.* Excerpt : "Before I get far, my arm is grabbed and I'm yanked back into a hard chest and then shoved into the shed wall, "who the fuck do you think you are?" He growls lowly and slowly in my ear causing me to shiver. Then he looks over his shoulder, "everyone go inside." Everyone nods and drops what their doing and run inside. Then he looks back to me and growls again and runs his hand across my neck before pressing down slightly and leaning in closer to me,"I know you aren't ready for this, I understand that. I told you I'm going to wait for you and still even then you are mine. And I'll do everything in my power to protect you and that also means me claiming you," he pauses and gives my neck butterfly kisses making me let out a moan and nod, "the men here are mean, rough and ruthless and will do anything to get a girl they want. Once you are claimed, you're safer. No one will mess with you, especially because you're mine," he growls again, sucking on my neck. "Ookay," I say breathless."

Stale Words by Norscality

𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 is an ongoing book and collection of poems and sonnets made by me, inspired by my thoughts, dreams, and personal experiences. As someone who lives with depression and anxiety, a lot of my thoughts are bound to not be very pleasant. But hey, some of them are quite philosophical and positive. But that's rare. Join me on my journey through sadness, happiness, curiosity, mystery, and so much more. I was inspired to make a collection of my poems, and I decided to just do it. Also, you should know that I will try to crack jokes or be funny in my serious poems. It's just how I am. Another thing, I do enjoy making things rhyme. Btw, some poems are going to be much better than others. My brain just works strangely. I also really hope my writing doesn't offend anyone. If it does, I do deeply apologize. I'm mainly just doing this all for myself. Just wanna get all my words saved somewhere. If my humor or anything else offends you, I am deeply sorry for that. Sometimes I just have no clue what I'm saying. I just type what's in my mind. Ps, this is not a cry for help. I'm doing fine, but I have dark thoughts. I can't help it. And to the person who a lot of these poems are based on, I am genuinely sorry. I never wish to write this type of stuff about anyone. This is just how I'm dealing with the pain you caused me. I know you'll never see this, but still. I hate being so hateful. That was always your thing.

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They Don't Know...|tubbo angst| cover

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Anneliese || ✎ cover

I'm done being in a box.

Meet Sam, not your usual British teenager, but he's Sam. He may be too honest for his own good, he may be too kind for his own mind, and he may care too much about everyone so there isn't any left for him. He changes that, and for him its euphoria, for others its confusing. is he selfish? horrible? or does he just need an escape from a box he feels trapped in. maybe he finds that escape, but is it truly worth it? does he feel it was worth it? Maybe he finds someone, who makes his choice worth while. Maybe that someone, is the one who saves Sam. After they first meet, to their most recent conversation, Sam feels good, he feels safe. Let's hope it stays that way. 'its time to face my biggest fear, stepping outside the box. I hope I don't regret this, and if I do then I hope I find peace.' ~~~~~~~~~ DISCLAIMER: This story is about the realities of being trans. This is not a usual cliche story, do not expect it to be sweet. It is harsh, and true. It is written from the perspective of someone who is trans. this is not based around anyone's life, this is all made up, but circles the struggles that are not spoken about. Please note that there are subjects discussed that may be triggering such as : transphobia, homophobia, violence, suicidal thoughts, transphobic and homophobic slurs, sexual assault, bullying, talk about eating disorders, and talk about gender dysphoria. This story is not romanticising any of these, it is showing the truth about certain things. In no way are the triggers meant to be romanticised, they will not be shown like that in the book.