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A Simple tale of my life

ragingcultivator

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Reads 41
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Parts 6
Time 5m

ragingcultivator

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alone despair experience giving-up life lonelines personalthoughts suicidalthoughts suicideattempt tiredoflife

This would be the only story id be publishing and would be kept in my archive until the day i decide that its finally time for me to leave, without further ado heres a simple description on what this is about so im (undetermined as time passes) with below average looks, sustainable grades but not to the point of being considered smart, a not so decent family and a history of badluck and accidents that follow me wherever i go its like murphys law just toned down a couple times, i wrote this in order to express my feelings properly and write down my thoughts for those who find this to listen on and please dont feel sad for me laugh at me if you want i wanna make people happy if i can i dont know what happiness is it doesnt come by me anyways let me start my story.Public Domain

alone despair experience giving-up life lonelines personalthoughts suicidalthoughts suicideattempt tiredoflife

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Meant To Be ||Hwang Hyunjin fan fic|| by hyunjinshairbandz

Hwang Hyunjin x Reader Fanfic After your breakup your unsure of yourself. That really left a dent in you for a bit. But life has its ups and downs. You will realise that someone much better is waiting for you.. "I'll be honest.. sometimes all I think about is you... you and I together..." This is the first book I'm writing so please leave feedback on it if you read it. I apologise if there are small errors here and there. If pointed out please tell me, I'll fix them.

Nobody? {Seungmin Centric} by GutsyCat05

Tired, that's how I felt all day. I love my work, my fans, my members.... But do they love me? I shouldn't wonder but I can't think of being appreciated. Everything I'm doing, everything I'm sacrificing, including my health, is not repaid with either the love of the Stay or the love of my members, my family.... Can I still consider them my family. Too much stress, too much work, too many expectations and no one to count on, how long can I continue like this? I just keep thinking that if I left, no one would miss me, not the Stay, not my members, not even my family... What keeps me alive is only the pain I feel every time I lock myself in the bathroom, when I see that red liquid running down my arm I feel free, nothing can make me feel something like them, not even food. What if I make it all stop? What if I leave forever? What if the voices in my head finally went away? What would people think of me? Maybe they would label me as "The idol too weak to bear some pain" but I would never know.... Maybe it's better this way, maybe eternal darkness is better than an eternity of pain. Or: Seungmin feels excluded from everything and falls into bad habits, will the Stray Kids understand what they have caused? This story was also published on ao3 so if you've already read it, don't worry, it's still me!!

What Love Is Supposed To Be/ Bangchan x reader by Minhoeimagines

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◇Are You Okay?◇ [Hwang Hyunjin X Depressed Reader] (Straykids FF) Completed! by Devi_Maharaj_108

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Save Him ⁂ 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚕𝚒𝚡 by Jilix_Disaster

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Optimism in That 'Condition' by Harmstone_Masambaga

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