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my soul on paper

heartbroken-romantic

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Reads 21
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Parts 20
Time 58m

heartbroken-romantic

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complicatedrelationships mentalhospital mentallyunstable self selfhurt sucidial

this is literally just my diary
this shit has so many trigger warnings sooooooo....... read with that in mind
and a lot of spelling errors that im to lazy to correct
ik that the large number of "him"s is confusing but it made sense to me so just bare with me. there are going to be a lot more dudes
(yes im in the process of therapy stfu)
 enjoy &lt;3All Rights Reserved

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