The letters

Here are some of my thoughts written down because it's the only thing I know to do in situations like these. Some of them are also letters to people I know that will never reach them for a reason.
The language is not perfect because English isn't my first language, so please don't judge.
I am writing these for the purpose of writing down my thoughts as a coping mechanism, they are not meant for the public but maybe I can help someone with these texts.
Thank you so much for reading !