"Even in silence, my mind is the loudest place I'm living in." -lorelie "Here's the thing that Miss. 'know it all' Alton didn't tell anyone about writing their feelings on a piece of paper. Once you write them they're real." In which a teen girl who is saved from the Red Room and taken in by a former Widow and a Shield agent. Or Where a girl is just trying to adjust to life outside of the Red Room, struggling with Anxiety, Depression, and an ED all at once. Nika Ivanova is struggling to find her place in the world. Or if she has one at all. ------------- Blackhill fic Sensitive topics Don't read if easily triggered