Her Notebook
- Reads 2,902
- Votes 75
- Parts 14
MatureOngoing16m
Last published Thu, Feb 26, 2026
"Even in silence, my mind is the loudest place I'm living in." -lorelie
"Here's the thing that Miss. 'know it all' Alton didn't tell anyone about writing their feelings on a piece of paper.
Once you write them they're real."
In which a teen girl who is saved from the Red Room and taken in by a former Widow and a Shield agent.
Or
Where a girl is just trying to adjust to life outside of the Red Room, struggling with Anxiety, Depression, and an ED all at once.
Nika Ivanova is struggling to find her place in the world.
Or if she has one at all.
-------------
Blackhill fic
Sensitive topics
Don't read if easily triggered
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙴𝙽𝙸𝚃𝚈 ᥫ᭡
𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪: 𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏 ; the absence of mental stress / anxiety ᶠⁱⁿᵈ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵉ | ᵖᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘʳ 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 ᵃᵗ 𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 ᥫ᭡ 𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉.. after the death of her parents, 𝙘𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 𝙞𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙤𝙧 is forced to pack her bags and move in with her aunt and uncle. from baltimore to chicago, the change in scenery became an unsettling adjustment. she's young and traumatized, she's depressed, and she's struggling to balance her pain and find peace. it seemed to her nothing would ever - nothing could ever get better after the things she went through. then just when she had given up, the universe gave her a way to see her 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢. 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒕. ・❥・ 𝔲𝔯𝔟𝔞𝔫 fiction 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 1.30.24 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 9.10.24Complete
Fading Shadows
Book one of the Woodland academy 𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀 𝐌𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐀 feels unwanted and weighed down by her parents' disappointment. She hides in books and writes on Wattpad to escape, while her diary holds her darkest thoughts and pain. She's battled suicidal thoughts since she was fourteen, and writing has been her only comfort. 𝐊𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊 is seen as a troublemaker, judged by his family and overshadowed by his younger brother. Behind his loud nature, he feels invisible, using art to release the emotions no one sees. When Aria forgets her diary in Kaden's car, he discovers her secrets and decides he can't let her give up. As they grow closer, trust builds, feelings rise, and Aria must decide if hope and love are enough to make her stay. [Rankings] #1 Suicidal #1 TeenromanceComplete
Canvas (Stilinski - 1)
"Stop moving you idiot" I exclaimed loudly "i'm trying to get the tone right and you're screwing up the shadows!" ----- Freya didn't care about boys. She didn't care about her hair or her clothes. She cared about art; the way that a brush layered paint on a canvas, the toning in a simple 5 minute sketch and the beauty found all around her in a fragmented world. That is what occupied and distracted her ever anxious mind. So when suddenly the quiet girl was forced out of her sanctuary in the art rooms, and into a world of supernatural mayhem and new beginnings everything changes, and two unlikely people, forced together through circumstance, find love. NOTE: there will be a lot of references to anxiety and panic attack disorder in this story. All of the information included is based purely off of my own experiences so please do not tell me that i am wrong as everyone's experience is different! This is rated PG for the most part, any content different from this will be stated at the beginning of the chapter. Based off of Teen Wolf season 3b with mostly my own story and some scenes the same, it will make sense when you read it! I do not own any of the characters in the show or the story line. I do however own Freya and any other added aspects.Complete
You Make The Pain Go Away
Dana is anything but the average 18 teen year old girl. She's living in a literal hell where she is forced to read minds. In all the stories and TV shows she'd seen, there was a perk to this. You'd get more information or have the upper hand, that is, if you could control it. Unfortunately she had never had a breakthrough in stopping it... because the older she got the more powerful her skill became. In a world where she is the only one like this, she remains isolated and alone with no way of stopping her tragic future. Dana is stuck in an endless loop of trying to go unnoticed in her highschool while just trying to die peacefully. That is, until she meets someone who's mind she can't read. *Completed*Complete
She Doesn't Care . (Being Edited)
Follow the story of a girl named McKenzie during her high school experience, re-told years later, when she’s asked to explain her adolescence. McKenzie wasn’t such an ‘average’ teenager, even in her own generations’ eyes. She was the type of girl to party all day and night long, have casual sexual relationships with men years older than her, and do loads of drugs. On top of that, she had to deal with a family that hated her. McKenzie spent her teenage years with no one but herself, and the people inside her head. She had to live through every day pretending she was normal, when she knew she was so far past sane it was unbearable to even think about. How long does it take for a teenage girl that has to deal with all that, to crack? Join McKenzie on her journey of thinking back, and remembering everything she wants to forget.Complete
Til Death Do Us Part (BOOK ONE)
***THIS CONTENT CONTAINS MATURE SCENES IN IT, ALONG WITH VIOLENCE ***** Asia Carter is 18 and a senior in High School. Asia loves to sing and dance. Although she's captain of the dance team, nobody knows about her great voice. Asia has many friends and many enemies. The only thing she doesn't have is a boyfriend. Her past relationships were... annoying, drama filling, and heartbreaking, therefore, she decided that she was going to work on her self before she falls for another soul. She planned on achieving goals no one in her family ever achieved. She planned on getting out of the hood and having a struggle free life. She wanted to make something out of her life, which wasn't working at Walmart for the rest of her life. One day, things came about that made her begin to think she never will. Will Asia have the life she dreamed of ? Or will she end up in the same struggle she had always endured? Read to find out about the challenges that occurs on Asia's journey to happiness. **this story is completed and there will be a book 2 to this story***Complete
Records of Abysse (Old Version)
A young girl had been transported into a far more chaotic world than her own after her untimely death, how did she survive and meet her allies along the way? One different decision is enough to turn your life the opposite direction. Her past is sealed up in the deepest darkest corner of her heart, are her friends capable to pry open that heavy door? Everyone has their demons... but are you willing to show them? -------------------------- REMEMBER TO READ THE TAGS AND PROCEED WITH CAUTION THROUGHOUT EVERY STORY, THERE MIGHT BE A LOT OF TRIGGER WARNINGS Ps: there will be only very very few scenes that are deemed quite violent , I will try to keep them short, do be careful List of most warnings: thoughts / slight mention of su*cide, cuss words(will be censored), mention of blood, violence, trauma, extremely bad mental health conditions, etc Some tags will happen later into the story, dw #1 in the #darkfiction tag on 14/3/2022 tysm :D (IS BEING REVAMPED AND DISCONTINUED FOR THE TIME BEING)Complete
SKINTIGHT (Part 1)
Violet Ferrari is at breaking point. Moving out of home was supposed to fix her problems, not exacerbate them. All the shit she tried to escape, came right along with her - the grief, the guy, the pain. It won't go away. She's spiralling. One misstep, and it's over for her. Rio Valenti has fought his whole life to make it to this point. The start of his professional basketball career is just around the corner. He can't lose focus now, not with his criminal ties hanging over his head. He's on the edge. One misstep, and it's over for him. The rainy college town should have been their safe haven - the wetlands surrounding it a moat separating them from their pasts. The two meet in their freshmen year, with little in common but their social circles. Violet spends her days numb - hiding from the pain in any way she can. Rio runs from his. He's out from dawn to dusk, if not on the court, then scrounging up money for food or finding somewhere to sleep other than his car. What divides them most... is hope. Rio has it. Violet doesn't.Complete
𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪: 𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏 ; the absence of mental stress / anxiety ᶠⁱⁿᵈ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵉ | ᵖᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘʳ 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 ᵃᵗ 𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 ᥫ᭡ 𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉.. after the death of her parents, 𝙘𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 𝙞𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙤𝙧 is forced to pack her bags and move in with her aunt and uncle. from baltimore to chicago, the change in scenery became an unsettling adjustment. she's young and traumatized, she's depressed, and she's struggling to balance her pain and find peace. it seemed to her nothing would ever - nothing could ever get better after the things she went through. then just when she had given up, the universe gave her a way to see her 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢. 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒕. ・❥・ 𝔲𝔯𝔟𝔞𝔫 fiction 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 1.30.24 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 9.10.24
More detailsContent Guidelines