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Grow

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This story starts between seasons 2 and 3 after Balloon and Nickel got eliminated.
Betrayed.
A heart that's been broken.
Love.
Letting go of the past.
Overthinking.
Overpowering emotions.
Never able to forgive themself.
This is what makes Balloon, but maybe one day that'll change.
Maybe he can....grow. And maybe others will too. (This IS an amnesia au I'm sprry but I've had this i  my head for months.
Also, PRETEND THE COVER DOESN'T EXIST THERE WAS I GLITCH AND I CAN'T UNDO IT SO NOW IT'S STUCK LIKE THAT-All Rights Reserved

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A Love Like That by MysteriousEmber

MXM story 2 in a series of 6 Follows Let Them Eat Cake **** Steves recently discovered son Connor is now 21. As he arrives to live at the flat above the shop he'll be living on his own for the first time. He has a girlfriend, but is he with her for the right reasons?, he knows he isn't, he's with her because it's what's expected. When she meets Steve and Nick, his dad and his step dad the homophobic woman is not impressed. As expected a nasty break up ensues. Head barman of their local pub, Blake Windsor sees things and hears things when he's behind the bar, privy to all manner of angst and family drama he usually ignores it, it's not his business. When Connors homophobic girlfriend turns against him, he can't help but take the time to console the younger man who sits at his bar with a bruised face. Only really knowing the man through his friendship with his dads, Connor finally "looks" at Blake for the very first time, there's definitely something about him that lights a spark. Blake is not only older though, he has baggage, LOTS of it. Beaten and forced to leave home at 17, homelessness, abuse, a failed Vegas marriage and failed relationships, all lead to deep seated self hatred, hidden beneath his wonky smile and his brilliant blue eyes. Can Connor find his true self with help from Steve and Nick?, and from Blake?. Bullying and abuse by his exes brother, and a random accident that puts Blake in hospital, put a huge strain on their relationship. Blakes estranged sister finds him by a quirk of fate, after 15 years, with the news of their abusive fathers death and Blake is forced to confront and relive his past. Why is love such hard work?. All Connor wants is a love like his dad and Nick have, he wants A Love Like That. *********** This story is my own, please don't plagerise me, I would never do that to others. cover artwork is not mine, credit to the original artist. *********** This story leads into number three of the series, Runaway!

rachel by RMOSHER

I stare at Matt's face as he looks down, concentrating on the game. I can tell he's so angry. He's holding it in his jaw, he's clenching his teeth. He's up in his head and I don't know what's going on up there but I just know it's not good. Even if I get him back out now, I know that he's going to overthink everything later tonight. "Matty, it's ok." I whisper. He immediately looks up and finds my eyes. His blue eyes are bluer than normal. Impossibly blue. Not even a gray blue. But a pure, brilliant blue. "It's not ok, Rach. I fucking hate him." His swear catches me off guard a bit. But my eye contact doesn't waver. "Thank you." "You're welcome." My favorite color immediately changes to blue. --------------- Two childhood friends have spent a lifetime battling demons. Will life ever give them a break? Can Matty and Rachel find an ending that is even remotely happy? --------------- DISCLAIMER: This book contains: Adult language: LOTS of Profanity Mental Health topics (anxiety and depression, PTSD) Adult situations: sex, drugs, alcohol, sexual assault Please be aware that: THIS BOOK COULD BE TRIGGERING. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. *First Draft*

Time Flies [II AU] by StationGarden

I can't write bfdi for shit so another ii fiction WHO WOULD'VE GUESSED? Nickel And Balloon are eliminated from season 2,and have to stay in a room together. Feelings arise,secrets are formed,and where is Balloon going in the middle of the night? Find out Cover is NOT mine,it was made by @airywasnthere on Instagram,credits to them for this glorious art piece.

The Love That Haunts by ERWatson

The love you ruin doesn't just fade, it becomes the anchor of your entire life, dragging you under with every passing year. For Ethan, adult life is a landscape of self-inflicted misery, defined by the crippling silence of his anxiety and the knowledge that he deliberately destroyed the one perfect thing he ever held. It all started at a freezing, anonymous church camp where sixteen-year-old Ethan fell instantly and devastatingly in love with Brooklyn. Their connection was a blinding sanctuary, a fierce, protective bubble of first love that was utterly, beautifully real. But the purity of that love couldn't withstand the pressure of Ethan's own darkness. Beneath the surface of their perfect union, jealousy and agonizing insecurity curdled every promise. Ethan didn't just love Brooklyn; he tried to possess her. He built their world on manipulation, empty promises, and a suffocating need for control, until the foundations of their fierce love finally gave way. Years later, Ethan is tormented by the ghost of the man he was and the indelible scars he left on the only person who ever truly saw him. He knows there is no forgiveness for the way he drove Brooklyn away, yet he is bound by the desperate, futile hope that he could somehow go back to that snow filled night. The Love That Haunts is a raw, emotional reckoning with the consequences of self-sabotage. Can a man defined by the ruin he caused ever truly heal, or is he destined to be haunted forever by the precious love he violently broke?

Second chance at love (boyxboy) by 16emmy16

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Somewhere Between Then and Now by Dared2

Arin never meant to fall apart. Not loudly. Not dramatically. Just quietly - one bad day at a time. At fourteen, he feels invisible at home, disconnected at school, and trapped inside a mind that won't slow down. His friends want popularity. His parents want perfection. Arin just wants to breathe. After a night where everything cracks, Arin begins the slow climb back - through music, drawing, new friendships, and the quiet moments that rebuild a person when nobody's watching. A story about breaking, healing, growing, and learning to stand again. Not perfectly. Just honestly. A deeply emotional coming-of-age journey for anyone who's ever felt lost between who they were and who they're becoming.

Why Stay When No one Cares? by ShyArtisticPerson

Ever feel like you don't belong in a place? How about feeling like an outcast in a familiar place? Well, ever feel like you are hated by just about everyone you know? Don't you ever just feel like running away from that hate and not looking back? Well, Balloon knows what that feels like. He's felt like this for that few years of his life, and he's grown tired of it. Everyone in Hotel OJ hates Balloon, just because he tried to manipulate his team. 'Oh Come on!' he wasn't even good at it! It's been a few weeks since Balloon AND Nickel's elimnation from II2 and OJ just HAD to make them roommates. That's not even the worst part of all this! Everyone, even some from season 2, just doesn't like him and pokes fun with the season 1 contestants. Balloon hates this feeling of being completely alone, and hated by those who didn't see the real him, so why not just, run away? What harm can running away cause if nobody even notices that you're gone? Warnings: Self harm Bullying Slight eating disorder Mentions of su*c*de Hospitals (for those who are afraid!) Gore (blood, mentions of blood, ect) Maybe more if I think of anything! None of these characters are mine! All rights go to AnimationEpic! The only thing that's mine is the plot, and the book cover! (This is a human au! however, everyone will still have their object names.)

"He was just my ally" by cosmicrainbowzepicz

Nickel and Balloon just got eliminated from season two, and OJ states that they are now ROOMMATES!? Nickel hates this but Balloon just wants some common ground. What will happen next?

That Warm Smile by Spyder27

It's been a long year for Adagio Dazzle. Everything from struggling to pay the bills to finally finding friendship has affected her life. Now, she has to deal with a whole new problem. Try as she might to tell Sunset about this problem, she can't bring herself to talk about it. After everything with the Apple Family reunion and Sunset's birthday, it feels wrong to take her smile away. Months fly by and Adagio can't find the strength to talk to Sunset. Maybe this problem will go away on its own. Is it really wrong to want to keep that warm smile on Sunset's face? Just a little while longer... ======================================================== Hello, everyone! This is the sequel to A Spooky Scary Siren and the latest installment in the Sundagioverse series! Before we begin, I have to explain something. This story will take place over two years and each chapter will be a time jump ahead. So, events may be pretty fast and it will feel like a pretty rapid two years. Each chapter will show another cute scene between Adagio and Sunset before we get to the time setting of A Dazzling Trio~ I hope everyone enjoys this story!

The Silence Of A Person by ShyArtisticPerson

Useless, hated, depressed was all Balloon felt in his life. He thought he could change it during his time in Inanimate Insanity. But things didn't. It's been a month after his and Nickel and now Paintbrush's elimnation and life didn't get much better. Sure Balloon made a friend, which was Cheesy, but he still felt utterly alone. And when his plan to apologize to everyone backfires.... It leads to a big fight. This fight would last days with everything being the same. Until, that is... When Nickel brings out the heavy hitter. Yelling and confessing things that everybody has been thinking. Heartbroken, Balloon leaves up to his room. In a huge fit of rage, he trashes his room. Having hit the lowest of lows.... All Balloon wanted to do? .... Well.... To continue making things better of course! If they didn't like Balloon, well. Balloon was willing to change! But how far is one willing to go in order to be noticed? Trigger Warnings!: -Self harm -Bullying -Mentions of sU1c!d3 -Gore -Blood -Swearing -Intense staring -Hospitals -Anxiety -Mentions of panic attacks -Gay shipping None of these characters are mine!! All rights belong to AnimationEpic! I only own the AU, story, and cover art! (This is an humanoid! au. so while they are objects, they have human features!)

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A Love Like That

MXM story 2 in a series of 6 Follows Let Them Eat Cake Steves recently discovered son Connor is now 21. As he arrives to live at the flat above the shop he'll be living on his own for the first time. He has a girlfriend, but is he with her for the right reasons?, he knows he isn't, he's with her because it's what's expected. When she meets Steve and Nick, his dad and his step dad the homophobic woman is not impressed. As expected a nasty break up ensues. Head barman of their local pub, Blake Windsor sees things and hears things when he's behind the bar, privy to all manner of angst and family drama he usually ignores it, it's not his business. When Connors homophobic girlfriend turns against him, he can't help but take the time to console the younger man who sits at his bar with a bruised face. Only really knowing the man through his friendship with his dads, Connor finally "looks" at Blake for the very first time, there's definitely something about him that lights a spark. Blake is not only older though, he has baggage, LOTS of it. Beaten and forced to leave home at 17, homelessness, abuse, a failed Vegas marriage and failed relationships, all lead to deep seated self hatred, hidden beneath his wonky smile and his brilliant blue eyes. Can Connor find his true self with help from Steve and Nick?, and from Blake?. Bullying and abuse by his exes brother, and a random accident that puts Blake in hospital, put a huge strain on their relationship. Blakes estranged sister finds him by a quirk of fate, after 15 years, with the news of their abusive fathers death and Blake is forced to confront and relive his past. Why is love such hard work?. All Connor wants is a love like his dad and Nick have, he wants A Love Like That. * This story is my own, please don't plagerise me, I would never do that to others. cover artwork is not mine, credit to the original artist. ***** This story leads into number three of the series, Runaway!