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christinegwrites

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Reads 42,289
Votes 1,383
Parts 28
Time 7h 58m

christinegwrites

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Shawn, a Midwest girl, is in Los Angeles for creative writing school only. One afternoon when words fail her, she finds herself on a blanket... sketching Billie Eilish. 

She's been a fan for years of this seemingly perfect artist. Will she still be a fan as she explores her flaws, and exposes her own?All Rights Reserved

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