“Big Boy-band splitting up?” read the articles. I could not believe how cruel the media was being, well they were being honest it just hurt to see how much our fans hated the change, it was so drastic and I doubt anyone was ready for it. I doubt even I was ready for it; I didn’t know how I would react. I wasn’t planning on telling anyone. Not now not ever. They didn’t need to know the details. I feel like a terrible person for doing this to the boys. I was destroying their dreams
8 parts