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I Let Myself Hope

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Reads 90
Votes 4
Parts 36
Time 6h 38m

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PART 2 of ILMWY - must read ILMWY for it to make sense!
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It's been a few years since Yohan's surgery and nothing has been the same ever since. He's still in a coma, leaving everyone in his family wondering what might have happened to him. Jesper is going out of his mind without him and the situation makes everyone rethink everything. 

Being the new Chief of surgery isn't really a happy thing for Jesper, since the only reason he's doing the job is because his husband is in a coma. Besides clearly being overworked, he also finds time to bond with Malcolm, making Jisoo want to spend less time with the both of them.

Meanwhile Jisoo is in a new relationship with a guy that basically stole her job, and she's trying to forget about any feelings she ever had for Malcolm, while he and Jesper try to figure out whether to unplug Yohan or find a way to wake him up.

Jesper believes that there's a way to save him. Others? Not so much.All Rights Reserved

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