"Now, I've got these poisonous thoughts, which are destroying me bit by bit. They're painfully drilling holes into my heart, which encourages the avalanche of blood. Eventually, there wouldn't be a heart left; only one concave space in my chest. It would make me physically feel void from the inside out as if there is nothing inside my body. But I'm trying, I'm trying to hold my heart together for her, for our little jelly bean." Edited by Bayan @Justreading1234 !All Rights Reserved