Why Don't You Stay- Gemini Fourth

So many years have passed with him agonizing and interpreting every moment he has spent with Gemini but he couldn't fathom any of his actions. At times he made Fourth like the most significant person in the world and at times Gemini just ignored certain statements. It had pained him throughout the years but still confessing out loud would do nothing good, he will throw himself into the pit of self-procrastination. So he had kept mum about his feelings all these years. And he will be friend to Gemini if he could keep him by his side all his life.