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"...This is a story about addictions and how you never really get over them, you just get better at hiding them. It's about overdosing on your convictions and the affliction you bestow upon others without a care. 

It's about loving someone so much that the thought of them tortures your soul but you continue to seek that in exchange to feel. 

To feel something other than your sober mind as you sit in a wallow of shame in a cold bathtub, wondering just how your brother felt when he took his life in this very same room. 

This, is the Imperial Afflictions of A Sober mind." 

BEFORE YOU READ.

This book will talk about drug abuse, sex, domestic violence, rape, alcohol abuse, murder, anxiety, self-harm among other things. 

If you are triggered by any of the above, this is not the book for you. 

Take care of yourself.All Rights Reserved

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Is it revenge if it doesn't truly consumes you? If it doesn't drive you insane? My desire for revenge is killing me, haunting me, I need to make him suffer so I could finally breath. My whole life was ruined that night, when I lost it all, my mother's sanity, my brother's life, my innocence and now I want to ruin him too, killing him is not enough, I want to make him feel how I felt, but to do that, I had to find him first. I joined the FBI, became one of the best agents just to find my dissappeared father and have my revenge. For my brother, for my mother, for my stolen innocence. But I met them. The Krylov brothers, just as sick and insane like me, they became the only men who I truly love, the men for who I would die for, the ones I have to put in jail to keep my cover and get my father to pay. But I'll be able to betray them just to get my revenge? My hate and resentment will be bigger than my feelings for those brothers or could we join forces and destroy him? _____ WARNINGS: mature content like abuse, sexual scenes, drugs, alcohol, mature language, BDSM, role play, Knife kink, blood kink, and of course it's a reverse harem, meaning our protagonist will have multiple romantic interests and won't have to choose. This is a dark romance book which means it could contain scenes that could be triggering for some people.

Fallen by QuinceArchFortes

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Taken Captive by RTEUYTAT

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First Love, The Sinner & The Saint by LouLeigh481

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