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"...This is a story about addictions and how you never really get over them, you just get better at hiding them. It's about overdosing on your convictions and the affliction you bestow upon others without a care. 

It's about loving someone so much that the thought of them tortures your soul but you continue to seek that in exchange to feel. 

To feel something other than your sober mind as you sit in a wallow of shame in a cold bathtub, wondering just how your brother felt when he took his life in this very same room. 

This, is the Imperial Afflictions of A Sober mind." 

BEFORE YOU READ.

This book will talk about drug abuse, sex, domestic violence, rape, alcohol abuse, murder, anxiety, self-harm among other things. 

If you are triggered by any of the above, this is not the book for you. 

Take care of yourself.All Rights Reserved

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Why Me | Book 1

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