I Feel Safe In Your Arms

Chuuya walks in on Dazai having a full on panic attack. He does his best to comfort him, though he's afraid for his safety and is worried Dazai might kill himself if he leaves his side. After spending a night together, Dazai has a very intriguing proposal for Chuuya.
This story is told in first person, and jumps between perspectives every chapter. I wrote this entire thing on paper, but I will try to write it up here too, just please be patient.
I'm marking this mature because there is quite a bit of swearing, not for any explicit content.