If I Only Were

If I Only Were

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Complete Sun, Dec 11, 201632m

aria ariarowens cutting ifionlywere suicide

You don't know: What I've been through. The childhood I've had. What I do to myself when I'm alone. How much I just want to give up. How much my heart hurts. How Much I Cry

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