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BEAUTIFUL PAIN

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Time 1h 39m

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YOU GOTTA READ TO BELIEVE. 

PEOPLE CUT BECAUSE OF PAIN.
THEY THINK PAIN IS ALWAYS THE WAY OUT OF PAIN. 

WELL GUESS WHAT? 

PAIN = PAIN

YOU CAN'T TAKE AWAY PAIN WITH PAIN.

"IT TAKES SECONDS TO SLICE BUT THEN YOU FIND YOURSELF DOING IT FOR MINUTES. 

THEN MINUTES TURN TO HOURS.

THEN THE HOURS TURN TO DAYS.

DAYS TURN TO WEEKS.

WEEKS TURN TO MONTHS. 

MONTHS TURN TO YEARS.

AND YEARS TURN TO DARKNESS. " 

         ~ ME

BE YOURSELF MAN. BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE. EVEN IF IT SOUNDS CORNEY. NEVER LET NO ONE TELL YOU, YOY AIN'T BEAUTIFUL.
          
                         ~ EMINEM.All Rights Reserved

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