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Disconsolate

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Follow Pete's life like its your own. 

In the deep dark space something has happened, something that doesn't make sense. He just wanted out of his situation but he got a whole lot more than he bargained for. Pete is lonely and afraid, he tries to put up a front but everyone can see the cracks in his mask. Can he tell the only person he has every really been close with how he feels even in the darkest situation, will he be accepted for who is really is, or will he die just like the rest of his "crew"?

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