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Choosing Neutral
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Ongoing, First published Dec 30, 2012
Lola is destine to be different from the rest. 

Most people think that moving to a new town and starting at a new school would be fun you get to start fresh where no one knows you. Not in my eye’s, no in my eye’s its terrifying I’m going from a public school in a big city to a privet school in the middle of now where. Okay so maybe I’m over exaggerating just a tinny bit. The town is not in the middle of no where it is actually in Utah, but it defiantly feels like no where. 

Let me tell you a little more about my self my name is Lola I’m a sixteen year old and an only child. I live with my mom, my dad walked out on us when I was two. I would say I’m pretty normal for a teenager I go to school and hang out with friends you know the normal stuff. 

My mom had started dating about a year ago up un tell then she was more focused on me and having a good life with just the two of us. I think she only went out because I couldn’t stand to see her so lonely all the time and I basically begged her to. She found this really grate guy named John and after six mouths of dating he proposed and she said yes of corse. 

Well, that led to us moving because my mom had no family and John did they decide to move us to his home town Minersville Utah Population 830 now 833. 


This is where my story begins.
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