Lester Flatt has been dealt a raw deal in life. Growing up the youngest of three brothers, in Ewing, New Jersey, in the unforgiving 1980's, the height of hoagies, hair metal and Reaganomics. Lester's always been a uanunreaible narrator, having a propensity for chronicly lying to make himself seem more impressive. Probably because he's been called a failure his whole life and wholeheartedly rejected from the world of white American, picket fences and private universities. Because ever since Lester was a kid, all he wanted to be is a rock star, like his idol, Flea. But everything changed, in the summer of 85, when in his Junoir year of highshcool, Lester decides to start a rock band. Thus, the band, Bad Dessions was formed. With Lester on Lead vocals, Kevin on Lead guitar, Trent, Kevin's goth friend on bass, and Lenny and Beans, the dopey duo, on Keyboard and drums. Lester is a bit of an overbearing band leader at frist, but he would soon come into his own. Unlike all his previous attempts at starting a band, now Lester had faith this time would be different, and Bad Decisions would be different. Throughout the late 80's, Bad Decisions has a brief run with success, playing local gigs and even cutting an album with the help of Lenny's uncle Frosty, a fruity record excessive helping the band get off the ground. But after a while when that doesn't take off, Lester get pissed, and rethinks the whole direction of the band, by trying to make it go in a darker, more protective, direction.
A band. A bond to last a lifetime.
The summer before their senior year, and Nick's freshman year of college, everything changes when Nick suddenly overdoses without warning. Now, the three of them are forced to rebuild themselves. Their loyalty to the band, themselves, and music is tested with the arrival of their new drummer as they all struggle with their own personal challenges. Will they be able to pull through? Will they be able to listen to their souls, themselves, without all the extra noise and pressure of the world around them?
TW:
This story contains mature themes, including: mentions of self-harm, suicide, non-sexual nudity, guilt, grief, loss, depression, alcoholism, neglect, body dysmorphia, smoking, Christianity, and underage drinking.
This story is not intended to glorify these things in any way, it is meant to address these issues as the characters learn to navigate past them. This story is about more than just this, though -- this story is dedicated to my love of rock music, and the healing powers music can have. This story is about growing up, and finding your place in the world, and learning to deal with heavy things such as mental health disorders, and how music can be a sort of self-healing and self-reflection, along with therapy.