My Only Medicine // Johnnie Guilbert
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Last published Sun, Jun 9, 2024
⚠️MAJOR TW!!!!!!:⚠️ STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, S/H, AND GRAPHIC DETAILS, PLEASE REFRAIN FROM READING THIS IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO ANY OF THOSE TOPICS.
Lillian is taken home to one of her friends' houses after getting very inebriated at a friend's party. She's unaware that this friend had other guests in addition to you.
Lillian is a 23-year-old, with a bright passion for music. She still bears the scars from her severe depression a few years ago. She returns to a dark place when asked about them, which happens frequently. After that, Lily meets Johnnie, and she realizes that he is helping her get away from those memories. Get away from the past she used to know, the past that had once broken her.
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sorry if this sucks ass lololol, it's my first book except for uhm, the... other. "experiments."
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