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Messed Up Love | BxBxBxBxM

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Reads 449,197
Votes 10,782
Parts 31
Time 2h 58m

Mature

*Will be undergoing editing/revamping soon*
Riley Smith is about as troubled as they come, he's anorexic but in denial about it and fights a lot. What happens when his parents kick him out then he is forced into an institute for troubled boys. He meets 3 boys and a man who change his life forever. Scars take time to heal, so will the Institute be the place for Riley to find love and get better?

TWs (these will not be on the top of chapters so consider this your final warning)
Self Harm
Eating Disorder (very detailed including weight, purging and anorexic habits)
Abuse
Blood
Fighting
Angst
Smut 
Drugs
Homophobia
Suicide 
Kidnapping

This story is not promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!All Rights Reserved

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