Finding myself
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Tana, the goddess of fire. Fits my past self perfectly. Now, not so much, I used to light my "victims", if you will, on fire, but now I like to watch the pain on their faces. The same pain they inflicted on little girls before. The same pain they didn't seem to care about when they ruined others' lives.
It's been a month since my last assassination, and a lot has happened. Starting from chapter one to the last, twists and turns, keep attacking me when I'm just feeling even slightly comfortable.
My new brothers, my new house, my new father who has been trying so hard to make up for the past 13 years he's lost. But can they change my perspective of life and help me find myself the way I haven't been able to for my past 16 years of life?
I've always been Marianne Thibaut but will I be able to identify with the Marianne Bernard I was always supposed to be?
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This is a lost mafia princess story.
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