WARNING: This story contains suggestive themes, suicidal thoughts, drugs, abuse, SH. I DO NOT give out warnings in chapters, you are reading this book expecting atleast one of the things to be included in every chapter. . . . . . . "Maybe it was the way you looked at me, that made me fall in love with you. You feel the same, dont you dear?" "You're a lunatic, but I guess I am too for loving you." . Hwang Hyunjin is a 23 year old male who has been through quite a lot in his life time. From being emotionally and physically abused by his parents, to getting disowned at the age of 10, then having to move in with his controlling grandmother. It just seemed as if there was no escape for Hyunjin. His only escape would be his two very loving best friends, Han Jisung and Lee Minho. However, things seemed to have take a turn for the worse when Hyunjin encounters a mysterious male who gives him serious feelings of deja vu. It seems as if this man and the things he made him feel wouldn't leave. When Hyunjin had to work night shift one night, is when all things went downhill. Maybe Hyunjin would enjoy the feelings this man gives to him, or at least his body does, and his mind doesn't. . . . Book cover made by: Daddy- Kokichi aka my sister who really needs to change her username