Not a psychopath
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Last published Thu, Dec 21, 2023
I am a killer. I will forever be. I am labeled, and it's too late to change it. So I keep going. Continuing to make the same mistakes over and over again. Though, is it really a mistake when you do it consciously? When you feel joy while holding the knife. When you yearn for that intoxicating feeling every single day? No, it's wrong, but it's not a mistake. I like to believe I can take off the mask, but the truth is that the mask is always on. It's been on for so long that it has become my face, or maybe my face has become the mask? The blood can be washed away, but not the feeling. The hungry feeling that's always there. The more you feed it, the louder it howls for more, and you hope that one day it'll fall silent, only when it's satisfied enough.
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