What if I wrote about it. Not in the way that people typically tell their stories-with charisma, art, and a hint of jealousy mixed with a feeling that something doesn't sound quite right. What if I told you what actually happened that day, that week, that month, or even that night. See, sometimes, when things see to be going their very best is when you need to watch. When life feels worth living, that is the time you set your guard up high and choose to fight. When you are broken, it is hard to survive; but when you are winning, when you are at the top of the mountain that you did not climb, that is when you have strength to get up and rise. So, take your time, listen closely. This story I have to tell you is the study of how she died but I chose to remain alive.