Just a pinch of salt ₍ₐ𝑡𝑠ᵤ𝑠ⲏᵢ ៷ₐⲕₐⱼᵢ𝑚ₐ𝑠 𝒑ₐ𝑠𝑡₎

so i found this theory about Atsushis past before the orphanage...

"After everything your parents did to you when you were just an infant, this doesn't even count as abuse." -orphanage director

so what did happen back then? was it really as bad as the director made it out to be? did Atsushi even remember?

well of course he remembered, meat has muscle memory Y'know.

TW: this is about the Atsushi cannibal theory, where his parents were too poor to buy food. you probably know where this is going. there isn't enough Atsushi angst out there, so here's my contribution, because I'm a horrible person :D so of course theres going to be depictions of gore and cannibalism, as well as alcoholism and abuse. Some things in this book is taken from true crime cases including CA, i mostly added these details for a sense of realism and to show you just how bad some people can be to children.

sorry :,)

Not sorry :,D

But seriously, i literally wrote this to be gross and disturbing. I'm not sure how good i did in that aspect, but either way, be wary and take care of yourself ♡

If anyone is struggling with any sort of abuse, please call police in your area to report it, and if you're up to it, talk to a professional so you know how to heal. Just know it's not your fault, and you don't have to be scared of reaching out. :)