My ruined life

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This is gonna be a book about mentall health and the harsh elements of life most of the things in this book have happend to me and if anyone feels like they need to vent I'm always hereAll Rights Reserved

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"Let me go!" I screeched as he dragged me out of the house. And quickly removed his hand from my hair to my arm. "Mom! Dad!" I screamed right before they shut the front door so they couldn't see me. I looked over and saw my sister on the ground crying and my brother being held back by two of the men in black. Tears streaming down his face. Derek stopped moving in defeat knowing that he wasn't going to get past all of the men in black. The men let him go and he sat on the ground next to my sister. Somehow I slipped out of the mans grip. I immediately ran to my siblings and wrapped my arms around both of them. They hugged me tight not wanting to let me go. "I love you guys!" I cried right before I was ripped out of their arms and thrown into the back of a van. I heard my brother and sister yelling after the van started moving. "Goodbye." I cried silently. Devyn Marriott's life fell apart all in one day. The day she found out her boyfriend cheated on her with her best friend. The day she found out her mother and father were apart of a gang. The day she found out her parents sold her to another gang. The day she felt broken again. #1 in traumaticpast 9/11/2020 #2 in crucial 5/26/2020 #1 badlove 2/27/2021 #11 in about 9/11/2020 #4 in brokengirl 5/22/2020 #21 in cheatingboyfriends 5/15/2020

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions

ꜰᴏʀ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ (ᴛᴏᴅᴏᴅᴇᴋᴜ) by thylocalauthor

‼️ ꜱᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ᴛᴏ "ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀ ꜱᴀᴅ ꜱᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀʏ"‼️ 𝗜𝘇𝘂𝗸𝘂 𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘆𝗮 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝗯𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹. 𝗡𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺; 𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳. 𝗔𝘀 𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘆𝗮 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗶𝗻𝘀 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘂𝗹𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱𝘀 𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗮𝗹, 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹, 𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝗯𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗦𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗼 𝗧𝗼𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗶 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲𝗹𝘆, 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 ⚠︎︎Warning: This Book Includes- ☹︎depression ☹︎eating disorders ☹︎suicide ☹︎child abuse ☹︎bullying ☹︎drugs ☹︎alcohol abuse ✔︎But it also includes- ☻︎Tododeku ☻︎Kiribaku ☻︎IidaxUraraka ☻︎No quirks ☻︎No uniforms ☻︎boyxboy so if you don't like they then fuck off

We Dream at Midnight (Ember 2) by immoralLaurel

Here she is. I can see the slope of her spine through that thin shirt. She's made of angles I ache to smooth with a hand, but I'd use my lips if she asked. I brush her knuckles with mine. Her skin is cold, but she flips her palm for more contact. I lace our fingers. It's enough to make her look at me. As those kaleidoscopic eyes meet mine, I hold my breath. Then she sets her lips just under my jaw. It rips the air from my lungs. It's the softest thing I've ever felt. "What was that for," I breathe. She pulls back, lashes damp, and whispers, "You're the kind of person that should be kissed." 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 BOOK TWO C O N T A I N S : ❤︎ mature content ❤︎ romance & friendship ❤︎ yearning Copyright © 2021-present Laurel Montaze (immoralLaurel). This body of work (story, characters, ideas) is available exclusively on Wattpad. If you're viewing it on a different website/platform or under a different username, it has been illegally stolen. Please notify the original author. © All Rights Reserved

The Billionaire's Final Victim | ✓ by NamjoonBieber

"I hope you realize you made the worst f**king decision of your life." She could feel his cold icy blue eyes piercing through her soul. "I didn't ask for this..." tears threatened to fall from her eyes, her lips quivering in fear. His grip on both her wrists become tighter as he slams them hard against the wall, trapping her petite body in-between the wall and his body, "You'll never have a place in my life, let alone my heart, do you understand?" She winces from the pain from her wrists. He slams her arms against the wall again. He leans in close enough to the point where their lips are only inches apart, "I said, do you f**king understand, foolish girl?" His voice rises as he clenches his jaw in an impatient manner. She nods in hopes that he'll let go. And just like that, he lets go of her as she falls to the floor in utter defeat. What have I done... she asks herself. **Full Summary Inside** Cover by: Me, Myself, and I!

deep down everyone has secrets , deep down everyone is in pain. some people are just better at hiding it or feel like pain is okay. a girl who seems happy and a guy who can read her like a book pass ways just In this book. tears and joy ,cries and hugs. everything will be okay if she just would have one good luck. But that's not what she cared about, all she wanted was to run away from home, but that grip of her father won't leave her alone . Will he save her fast enough? Or will he help alone not be enough ? - - - " where were you? " " w-what? " " i walked past your class, I was going to walk you to lunch, I wanted t- uhm but you weren't there." " uh I left earlier because I needed to go to the bathroom." " no, I had free period I was waiting on you there the whole time. " Disclaimers 🛑 This isn't a fantasy book This is my first book so I am not the greatest Warnings ⚠️ ⚠️ selfharm, suicide, rape, abuse, death, child loss

; saying goodbye has never been harder. completed. please read the tags first, thank u heads up for the cringe, bc like, this is a lil cringy but otherwise readable also, the chapters are little out of order, idk what happened and i can't fix it Q.Q

"I love you" she says and kisses my jaw tenderly. "I love you too baby" I reply stroking her still damp hair. We were sat in a dirty McDonald's car park. We could be sat in a fucking pile of trash and I wouldn't care. Because I would be with her. As long as I'm with her, nothing else matters. -------------------------------------------------------- After all he had known was anger and hatred she was like a breath of fresh air to him. With just one look into her mesmerizing chocolate eyes and one listen to her angelic voice he knew he was ruined. He despised this feeling. He felt helpless. No matter how much he tried to stay away he was drawn to her and he knew he was playing a very dangerous game. Leaving the pain of her past behind her she starts a fresh in a new town with her older brother. Meeting the towns bad boy was not on her agenda but every time she saw him she was intrigued. He was rude and had a terrible attitude, but his eyes didn't show anything but pain which is something she knew all too well. They are complete opposites but have one thing in common. They are both broken, maybe just maybe they could be the cure to each others pain. ⚠️ this story contains mentions of abuse and alcohol so if you are not comfortable with this please do not read my story.

C̺͆O̺͆M̺͆P̺͆L̺͆E̺͆T̺͆E̺͆D̺͆ Started ~ February 13, 2021 Ended ~ April 3, 2021 ~ Re-write ~ May 28, 2021 End ~ August 18, 2021 *************** Disclaimer! This book might not make since at some points. This book does go a bit fast. There is NO HAPPY ENDING. *************** "Wait honey stop!" The lady yelled, but I wasn't gonna stop. I headed for the front door and before I could push it open I felt arms wrap around my waist "Stop" I kept thrashing in his arms "Come on stop, your gonna hurt yourself more" I didn't listen I just kept trying "Keep her arm as still as you can!" Someone yelled and I felt hands grab my right arm and then something prick my skin "Just stop!" Slowly I collapsed in their arms and my eyes shut. Not how this was meant to happen

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"Let me go!" I screeched as he dragged me out of the house. And quickly removed his hand from my hair to my arm. "Mom! Dad!" I screamed right before they shut the front door so they couldn't see me. I looked over and saw my sister on the ground crying and my brother being held back by two of the men in black. Tears streaming down his face. Derek stopped moving in defeat knowing that he wasn't going to get past all of the men in black. The men let him go and he sat on the ground next to my sister. Somehow I slipped out of the mans grip. I immediately ran to my siblings and wrapped my arms around both of them. They hugged me tight not wanting to let me go. "I love you guys!" I cried right before I was ripped out of their arms and thrown into the back of a van. I heard my brother and sister yelling after the van started moving. "Goodbye." I cried silently. Devyn Marriott's life fell apart all in one day. The day she found out her boyfriend cheated on her with her best friend. The day she found out her mother and father were apart of a gang. The day she found out her parents sold her to another gang. The day she felt broken again. #1 in traumaticpast 9/11/2020 #2 in crucial 5/26/2020 #1 badlove 2/27/2021 #11 in about 9/11/2020 #4 in brokengirl 5/22/2020 #21 in cheatingboyfriends 5/15/2020

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