My Own Motivational book

just want you to know, that i want to be a trader, but i just keep losing, and now, my family is in financial issues, but i dont want to give up, some people call me a burden, some people call me weak, lazy, play a lot. i cant let other's word define me, i am me, i crave my own path. if you guys think this is your everyday story books, a novel, no, you are wrong. this is just a book for me to motivated myself, to remind me how weak i am right now. i need to be stronger, i need to be better.