Lily Waters is a 17 year old girl who thinks her life is just a waste . She's a suicidal teen who just wants her life to be over and suffers from cherophobia. Jake Collins is an 18 year boy who isn't the happiest person . He suffers from anorexia,cutting,depression and philaphobia. When Lily's and Jake's therapists recommend them to have a pen pal everything changes . They both lighten up. they start to fall for each other. they decide to meet each other. Everything is perfect until one little thing changes everything ...