From the first day you saw him sitting on top of the old railcar through the chain-link fence, you felt a connection, but little did you know how it would end for you both.
What he sees in your eyes the day you meet is the same look he sees reflected in his mirror- pain, isolation, depression, and something darker.
Years later, your life's path brought you two together again, and fate started to turn. There was no way out, no way but one.
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You try to hide your scars with the kitchen towel. He pulls the towel away and caresses your wrists while looking into your eyes with heartache.
"Talk to me."
You reply, "There's nothing to talk about."
Both of you knew it was a lie.
Can you trust the boy you met behind the chain-link fence with your dark secret?
In the end, will love be reason enough to live?
Is Faith and Hope enough to bring these two together?
Will the joining of their hearts and bodies be what they need to survive?
Trigger warning: Depression. Mental health issues. Discussion of self-harm and childhood s/a. (Not romanticized or glorified or explicitly written.)
BTS and OCs. Cover by: LAJoyner
(Disclaimer)
I use Grammarly ONLY as an aid in proofreading. The most it does is show me where commas should be and where 'you' should be 'your' (I have a bad habit of dropping the r, lol). It also points out where there is an extra space to remove and where I forgot to add an 'and'. It tells me Tae should be The and I say NO, It does not help me write the story or write my story for me.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: This contains cutting, rape, abuse, suicide, suicidal thoughts, food and a bunch more. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK⚠️
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Your appa became abusive ever since your twin sister died two years ago. He blamed it on you and you eventually gave in, blaming your self for everything, dragging you deeper into the whole.
*Irene is you*
I just moved to a new school...again. I have to move a lot as my mum and dad have jobs making us move a lot they work together in their own company, one of the biggest companies in the world so I'm quite rich but I dont show people that side of me, and my dad expects me to take over when I'm older enough that's why he is always pressuring me about my grades. I don't really have many friends except Youngjae, I met him whilst I went to Japan. He was getting away from paparazzi so I let him in my house and from then on we had always been close. I know a lot of languages which caused people to bully me as I'm a nerd.
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This is my first ff so sorry for my bad gramer and spellings, also im dyslexic sorry.
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