Darkness of grief
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At seventeen, Hope is living her life in darkness and poverty. After losing her parents at a young age, she became closed, strong and fiercely independent.
Switching from foster homes becomes a daily basis, a schedule even. However, everything changed when she found herself in the home of a caring but poor foster home. There she found herself struggling to live and learnt how naive could she have been.
How naive that she could even live in a world like this, a world full of death, murder and secret? How naive could she be to believe she lives the worst life someone could live?
Embedded beneath her soul is words. Embedded beneath her mask of lies are her Father's dying words, "Live and don't cry." Those words are a mission, especially in this world, waiting to be unsuccessful.
For a girl abiding by her Father's last words, she hasn't lost hope:yet. After all, how could she know a world so perfect and innocent could be wrecked?
The dejection and pain she feels is unbearable, and she might even lose hope. Hope to live...
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