𝑼𝑵𝑽𝑬𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑫 𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑰𝑻𝒀

𝕊𝕋𝕆ℝ𝕐 𝔻𝔼𝕊ℂℝ𝕀ℙ𝕋𝕀𝕆ℕ

It's hard for me to discern whether you possess the qualities of a malevolent demon or a benevolent angel. Nonetheless, I find myself captivated by you as if you have infiltrated every aspect of my being - from my heart to my thoughts to the very core of my existence. It's a strange feeling - knowing someone has caused you so much pain and yet you still find yourself yearning for them. Despite everything, you can't help but be drawn back to them like a moth to a flame. It's like your heart refuses to let go, no matter how much your mind screams at you to move on.
Have you ever felt torn between two contradicting emotions? That's exactly how I'm feeling right now. I can't deny that a part of me hates you, but another part of me loves you deeply. It's confusing and frustrating, especially since I can't stop thinking about you. It's like my heart and my mind are at war with each other, and I don't know which side to choose.
I feel like our relationship is a rollercoaster ride. One moment, you show me that you care about me and the next moment, you become aloof and distant, leaving me feeling like I don't even exist for you. It's confusing and hurtful. Can you help me understand what's going on?