The Fear
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Last published Sun, Dec 31, 2023
In the days when he barely breathed, crushed by his unreasonable fear, he always backed away when others showed helping gestures. He was scared to accept those hands. He was scared that despite the help, he was still unable to solve his problem. Before long, no one was trying to do so anymore. Before he notices, his bedroom ceiling becomes his sole friend in his eerie solitude.
The strange shiver that keeps his hair standing hasn't disappeared. When Kanryou hugs and comforts him, offering the sweet nothings he longs to hear, Eiharu freezes. His heart denies the kindness, thinking he deserves nothing but misery. After all, he never showed any kindness towards others, not even his mother, who raised him alone.
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Eiharu & Kanryou © Astha6069
The Fear, SwansCollab © Odile Et Noir
Cover and Banner Edit © Shikanoo
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