he knew he wasn't looking for anyone. he knew patrick wanted her he knew he didn't have a chance but it's always going to be her, even 13 years down the line from the moment he saw her at that tennis match. ( 𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘥𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘹 𝘧𝘦𝘮 𝘰𝘤 ) will be completed by august :)